HaoZhi

no, it's not what you think.

2008-10-08T13:38:00.002+08:00

Touch Rug

2008-10-08T13:24:00.003+08:00

Sucks!

2008-09-15T10:42:00.002+08:00

My gpa is dropping man. What the hell la seriously. I was expecting better results than this, far better. And to think i've worked so hard for exams and common tests. Oh well, work harder next sem i guess. Sucks man, totally.

Last sat, we recorded our first win of the tournament when we beat kongsberg shadows 4-3. Wtf man, it could have been higher. Idiots, they don't mark their field properly. But well, we won so who gives a shit anyway. More wins to come!

I couldn't find a job for this holiday. I think i'm just gonna waste my holidays away, like what i always do. Hahaha! I'm determined to work hard next sem. So this holiday will prove to be useful to relieve some stress.

Fuck!

Six Packs 7 - 3 NP

2008-08-23T18:19:00.005+08:00

Yeah, we had our first WTL match this afternoon. We lost to Six Packs by 4 tries. I feel that we did better than expected, especially in the first half. It was a waste that we didn't bring our first half performance to the second. The scoreline at the end of the first half was 4-3, we were just trailing by only 1 try. I guess we lost our cool in the second.

Ha, my injury is back again. And it seems like it has spread to the rest of my legs. Everything below my waist don't feel right, except for the centre part which is fine. Hahahaha! Let's finish this tournament in style!

Finally.

2008-08-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

Finally, exams are over! I felt a sense of relief after passing up my paper today even though i know i screwed it up. A pass is more or less secured but still falls short of my aim. Anyway, it's over. Don't wanna waste time and effort to think about it especially when i'm suffering from a headache right now.

I don't know what activities are lined up for me this holiday. As usual, trainings on tues and thurs. BUT for this holiday, i have a major tournament coming up. It's called the Winter Touch League and it comprises of almost all the top touch rugby teams in Singapore. I do hope to contribute to the team and win something out of it. It's held every sat for 8 weeks. Cool man!

Other than that, i guess i'm relatively free. Bloody hell, i don't wanna face the com everyday and return to 34 (waist size). I'll need a very flexible job, say working only 3 days per week? Anyone who have such an offer, please let me know. Thanks, owe u 1.

Things changed, people changed.

2008-08-15T02:35:00.003+08:00

You know, exams are just round the corner. Another 3 more days before my first paper, and 7 more to my last. And well, 7 more days before i can start eating chips, like i promised. Hahaha!

I haven't started on ABT cause i don't know where to start. I'm kinda lost actually but i don't really care. I went to watch Love Guru a couple of days back. I must say, not bad. Hahaha! The jokes were damn funny but some of them are quite uncatchable, if u get what i mean.

I think i look quite fat when i'm wearing that brazil jersey. Well, I THINK. Haha! Thick Skinned!

I hate exams. I don't wanna study, but i have to. That's the part that sucks.

Hack it.

2008-07-29T02:32:00.002+08:00

The exams are just round the corner and i have 6 papers. Yes, one for each module. Wtf man, totally. Having Landscape Management as an open book didn't help much. Having FRM as the only non-memorizing module just made things worst. So in a way, i have hell lots of stuff to memorize for 4 modules. And given the way that i am, i think i'll just do selective memorizing. Which means choosing only some to memorize and spend the rest of the time praying that those that i didn't memorize will not be tested.

WTL is in 1 month's time. I really really wanna play for that after missing out on last year's. So i guess i'll have to let my shin suffer for a while more. And my knee as well. Something's just wrong with it but i just can't pin point where. It's not pain, it's more like it's gonna break anytime with any warning. Well, maybe not that bad. Hahaha!

Other than that, i guess everything's fine. I'm looking for a job though. I don't wanna waste my holidays away. I wanna do something meaningful, get a job, earn some money, go on a chillax trip to msia or something. Well, that would be nice!

By the way, blogging is getting boring.

NTU Touch Attack!

2008-07-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

I know i'm staring again ( please refer to older post). And guess what! This time, it's a guy. HAHAHA!

Double What the Fuck!

2008-07-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

Pictures are coming soon! Hopefully this thurs. Then u guys will get to see nice tries from NtuTouchAttack. School is boring, damn boring. Japanese as well, my brain can't function properly when i'm speaking japanese. I have to like, pause and think, before completing that particular sentence. Whatever la, pass can already.

Touch was okay, it could be better if i was on form. I played really bad today. But whatever it is, i just wanna get to top form on sat. There's a tournament at Turf City. Wish me luck!

Dear LAM HAO ZHI,
Your attendance record shows that you have been missing classes lately. We are concerned about your absence from classes and urge you to improve your attendance record.

Fuck you. =)

I don't know, i really don't.

2008-07-04T00:28:00.002+08:00

I know i have not been blogging lately. My schedule is kinda tight and there seems to be nothing to blog about. Project deadlines are approaching, with most of them due next week, but none of them completed. Shiok balls! Oh well, i'm sure they will be done before their deadlines. I have faith in my groupmates. Hahaha! Alright, that's studies.

Touch rugby is as fun as ever. We did a new move today, it was executed very nicely. But i missed the pass. I don't know how it happened, but i was cursing myself after that. If it happens during tournament, starburst can really kick me in the ass. And fuck my shin, the pain is back again. Anyway, i think i will be starting work by end of this month. Singapore Flyer! I must try their popeyes man!

Things are so different now that you're gone, i thought it would be easy but i was wrong. And now, i'm caught in the middle.

Fill the emptiness in me.

2008-06-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

In the blink of an eye, 2 weeks of break is over. I had lots of fun staying over, hanging out with friends and doing hell lots of other stuff. I intended to finish 3 out of 4 projects. But somehow, i'm not even done with 1. HAHA! But whatever it is, this break was alright. I had fun but lost some things as well. It could be better.

Shit man, SBR project gonna start all over again. And project deadlines will be closer with each passing day. I have not touched on 2 projects, how great can that be? Haha! Well, i guess we will play by ear and see how it goes™.

Today was a long day. I woke up at 8am to jog, after less than 6 hours of sleep which is definitely not enough. I realise my stamina dropped by quite a lot although i've been going for training. But i guess i made up for the extra distance after playing football in the evening. Yes, i know u must be thinking, "bloody hell, this guy spend the last day of his holiday like any other day."

That's all. Friendlies against RP on tues, wish me luck.

Stop Staring!

2008-06-16T13:02:00.001+08:00

Hao! Stop staring!

Tonight

2008-06-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
And every night I miss you,
I can just look up,
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you,
Tonight.

11:57pm

Photoshoped

2008-06-14T16:46:00.003+08:00

Hungry!

2008-06-11T02:29:00.002+08:00

It's 2.35am, and i just can't sleep.

Tues was great. I slept till 2pm, shiok man! I really need that sleep. Haha! Then rush to meet Junior Steph for lunch. I had nuggets which were wonderful. Best nuggets i've ever tried. I simply love good food! Haha! After that, went down for Touch! training.

Training was fun. We did the usuals, loops and switches before having some games. I need to improve my passes man, and my speed as well. I don't know what got into me, but my mind was blank for training today. Sucks.

Dinner was at 5 star chicken rice (oppo beauty world). Yes, that's good food as well. Haha. It's been 2 months since i last ate there. I need to visit it more often. After that, played Lan for an hour or so. I need these kind of chilling out man. Life is getting too stress.

I'm hungry now and there's no food at home. All that is left is biscuit and banana. It's time to stock up on snacks. Moreover, Euro 08 is here. Haha! Lays, Ruffles, Nachos, etc. =)

Term Break!

2008-06-08T16:14:00.006+08:00

It's holiday! Like, finally. The mood is relatively better compared to last week. And i just realise i'm actually not as busy as i thought i would be. But too late, i told my supervisor at sg flyer to push me till mid Aug. I really miss working there, talking cock with my colleagues. HAHA! But I guess i need a holiday, so this somehow came at a right time.

Went to butter factory last night with natasha and andrew. There was a need to chill out man, no matter how tired i was from Touch and how painful my knee and shin was. It was quite packed although there was no events last night. It was RNB night, but didn't really feel the music. Maybe because it's not my type. Ha.

Social Touch was fun. The weather was really good. Not too dry but not too wet either. Perfect! Hahaha! Anyway, my shin is acting up again, shit man. Not now, seriously.

It's been very long since i last touched Photoshop. Like, 2 months. Haha! So the work is kinda sucky.

Common test stress.

2008-06-05T21:18:00.003+08:00

6 papers, 4 down, 2 more to go. And guess what? I screwed up like, 2 to 3 papers. SBR, PYM is definitely gone. And i don't feel good about LSM today. Seriously, i don't see any reason why i'm taking landscape management. Oh, sounds cool? We are not learning structures by the way, we are learning about plants. =) Is it still cool? Freaking cool right? Fuck! Haha!

Anyway, the 2 papers tml will be the toughest ever. That's because i haven't revise much. I'll pray for a miracle. This sem is the worst man. I don't understand a single shit about all the modules i'm taking. If u don't understand, u memorize, that's what i hate most, memorizing. Sucks man, totally.

I'll endure for another 24 hours, then i'll be free for a few days before starting on projects. Can't believe it man. This 2 weeks break will be packed with Touch and projects. Projects spoil everything. Sucks.

When i'm with you.

2008-06-03T17:20:00.001+08:00

Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now.
Still I'm lying here tonight,
Wishing I was by your side.
Cause when I'm not there enough,
Nothing feels right.

Just So You Know.

2008-06-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

Property management is so much better than SBR. I think i did okay for calculations, hopefully i'm correct. But i did badly for thoery. I copied down almost everything. HAHA! But one big mistake though, a stupid one.

Before the exam started, the lecturer pass us some notes ( the test is open book), i thought it was Chap 6 notes so i threw it aside. And guess what! It was the answer to Question 2c. What the fuck man, i stupidly threw away 5 marks. Yup, 5 marks isn't a lot for me ( since i don't aim high) but if only i took 2 secs to read the content, i would have another extra 5 marks. See, 2 second counts! Haha!

Just so you know.

SBR CT

2008-05-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

SBR Common test sucks, totally man. I left like 1/4 of it blank, anyhow anyhow for half of it. And i'm not even confident for the remaining 1/4. Well, expected to fail, But I Don't Care!

I did study, a bit. So i guess the result is just right for the efforts that i put in. But the sad thing is that it's 20%. Quite a big percentage actually. But no point brooding over it, it's over!(Howie's favourite phrase. -.-) HAHAHA! I just realise i actually know shit about the other modules. Wish me luck, i'll definitely need it more than u do. HAHA!

If only i can turn back time,
if only i can say what i still hide,
How many actually understand what i feel inside?

Well, shit happens. What to do?
I'll set off on a new chase.

Top 10 Bad Things That Are Good For You

2008-05-25T23:33:00.005+08:00

The 10 BAD things that are GOOD for you.
10.Beer
The newest bad kid on the block, beer has long been overshadowed by its healthier alcoholic cousins. While no one's suggesting you switch that glass of antioxidant-rich Pinot Noir for a tall glass of lager-there's still that beer gut to worry about-new research has suggested that moderate beer intake can actually improve cardiovascular function. Now if only a scientist will discover the health benefits of ballpark franks and chicken wings. Heaven.

9.Anger
If you're one of those people who tends to bottle things up, only to explode ... don't hold it in so long. Studies show that bursts of anger here and there are good for the health, and can be an even more effective coping mechanism than becoming afraid, irritated or disgusted. Anger, like the consumables in this list, however, is best in moderation: stay angry for long periods of time and you'll be plagued with a host of health issues, like blood pressure, sleep disorders and lung damage.

8.Coffee
Java is one of the most debated substances around. Is it good for you? Is it bad for you? Both? The consensus, now anyways, seems to favor those who enjoy their morning joly-unrelated studies claim coffee is a major source of antioxidant in our diet and can help lower your risk of diabetes. Something in the beans is also thought to ease the onset of cirrhosis of the liver and pancreatitis, good news for those who like to party hard all night before their morning caffeine boost.

7.LSD
In heavy drinkers, small doses of LSD have been thought to help bypass the rock-bottom stage of alcoholism and prevent relapses. These studies-some decades old-were done in closely monitored, clinical settings; many patients haven't had a drink in the many years since. It's an interesting finding that needs a lot more investigation, and not a remedy that should ever be tried at home.

6.Sunlight
Exposure to the sun's rays is necessary to survive, but can also kill you in gross, cancerous quantities. Asthmatics, at least, could benefit from measured doses of ultraviolet rays, according to scientists. Sunlight suppressed the immune reactions that cause asthma in some lab studies with mice and could be used to treat humans afflicted with the disease in the future. And sunlight-even if indirect, such as on a shaded porch-is known to boost the mood. Extra sunlight can help office workers avoid afternoon drowsiness.

5.Maggots
They're creepy, slimy and altogether ooky, but maggots can save your life. These squirmy larvae are science's newest wonder-cure and were approved in 2003 as the Food & Drug Administration's only live medical device. Placed on serious wounds, maggots mimic their "wild" lifestyle and munch on bacteria and dead tissues, stimulating healing and helping to prevent infection.

4.Marijuana
Marijuana, often associated with memory loss, is ironically now being hyped as a way to stave off the ultimate form of memory loss: Alzheimer's. Recent studies on mice suggest that anti-inflammatories found in the drug prevent the clumping of brain proteins, one major cause of the disease.

3.Red Wine
A crucial ingredient in the diets of the world's heart-healthiest populations-like those Bordeaux-guzzling French-red wine has long been known to have potent anti-cancer and artery-protecting benefits. The key, some studies indicate, is an antioxidant found specifically in the skin of red wine grapes, called resveratrol. The latest studies even link resveratrol to greater endurance, a reduction in gum disease and Alzheimer's.

2.Chocolate
Chocolate lovers rejoice: study after study lately has touted the magical benefits of the indulgent treat, which is packed with the antioxidant flavonols that prevent certain cancers and keep your arteries from clogging. The most recent news? These powerful chemicals may even increase blood flow to the brain, warding off dementia. Just stick to the highest cocoa content possible-the bars packed with sugar don't help your health one bit.
1.Sex
Scientists have found that the benefits of sex go beyond immediate, ahem, gratification and satisfying the goal of procreation. Besides the obvious evolutionary purposes, we can all take pleasure in the news that having sex is an easy way to reduce stress, lower cholesterol and improve circulation throughout the body. As if you needed another excuse.

That's all Folks!

Stress up shit.

2008-05-21T00:58:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, there's just so many things to think about, to sort out, i wish i was dead.

I'm rather pissed off tonight, and will be for the next few days. Until i sort everything out, which is like totally impossible. I wish there is this suppressing pill which will help me suppress everything inside, hide my emotions and tired-ness. Maybe, put a smile on my face.

Sometimes, or rather, everytime, it's really hard to do that. To force this half dead body to wake up, wear a smile and prepare for school.

There's just so many issues going on which needs an answer. I'm tired and stressed, i really am.

When will u talk to me?

2008-05-19T15:32:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was a seriously long day. I woke up at bloody 8am to prepare for Belated Mother's Day Celebration. And thank god, the venue was changed to Bukit Gombak. Or else i'll have to spend 4 hours travelling to tampinas and back. And guess what, the lunch cost $40 for one person. But it was worth it i guess. There was shark fin soup and stuff. But i would have spend it on another canter shorts. HAHA!

Went to jog around cck before heading to Limbang for soccer. It was freaking hard to run when i'm not in boots. I fell so many times and almost sprain my ankle. Hahaha! Went to chill out in the night. Nothing much, we just chill out at one corner, talk and stuff. If only i can spend every night like this.

P/S: I AM NOT A CHK!

Fuck off!

2008-05-17T23:04:00.007+08:00

I must say, the past few weeks was rather fast paced. With trainings and projects piling up, time seems to pass faster. But i'm not enjoying any second of it.(Except for trainings)

Friday night was really nice, i went to chill out with howie for a while before heading to Bishan for prawning. It was freaking crowded, so i didn't prawn at all. After that, headed to gerald's place and rugby08 all the way until morning. Then, we headed to school for Botanical Gardens trip. Okay, let's not talk about that. Spoiler only!

Some really wonderful and sweet things happened to me recently. But sometimes ,what we think may not be what it is. So we tend to misunderstand stuff and do the wrong shit. That's life, isn't it? See how it goes. One step at a time, skip one and u will fall.

Fuck off yo, i can't stand you!

Butter Factory - 10th May 08 ElectroTash!

2008-05-11T20:17:00.007+08:00

Will upload the rest after i get them from Lynette. HAHA!

Business Etiquette And Image Trip

2008-05-07T22:11:00.022+08:00

Physical rawks my world, totally.

We(IS groupmates) went to Raffles Place to do our Image Breaker and Image Maker project. It was fun to take photos of others. Haha! At first i didn't dare to take front view, but after a while, i guess i got over it. We even got some photos when complete stranger were looking at us. Haha! So, here goes.(the serious ones first okay, to show that i did do my work)

Now for the not so serious ones. HAHA!

Shawn is so serious, always on the look out for targets. But see, fiona and steven chee hong here and there. HAHAHA! How could you?!

Smile Always!

Smoke somemore!

Retro rawks!

Ha, u drink too much!

Gay Boy

2008-05-03T20:42:00.002+08:00

Today is the third time i requested to be taken off the schedule. Yeah, my supervisor gonna think i'm some problematic kid. Haha! Well, what to do? School ends late for me everyday, along with rugby training, it's hard to work for sat and sun. So usually i hope to only work on sat. But suay suay(unlucky) always kena both days.

Anyway, work was great today. I was posted to carpark, with Sarina and Vanny. Yes, Vanny. HAHAHA! It's always nice to work with Vanny. He's always funny and Sarina adds on to it. Oh my, i wonder when i'll be able to tag team with them again. If there isn't training on thurs, i'll gladly skip FRM lesson for work.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyvXDnIN7rQ
Enjoy!
Yes, it's taken in HK, in a lecture room. And the thing is, it occured less than 2 mins after the lecturer started his talk. =)

Crisis

2008-05-01T19:57:00.004+08:00

I just realise that i haven't blogged for a pretty long time. Somehow, i'm getting sick of typing my life out. Many things have happen recently.

It's week 3 and projects are starting to come in. Year 2 is indeed, year 2. Projects are no longer explained clearly, projects no longer have any guidelines, projects are given even before the chapter is being covered. Well, that's expected. So all we can do is use our hands and find our way around. Just pray hard that u don't go the wrong way and have to start all over again.

Training was good. Response was good since many freshies came to try it out. But some were really cocky and i can't really stand them. But damn it, what to do? Seeing how things are now, i do hope that i can bring my level of play to another level and keep improving, hopefully fast enough to fill up the gaps. Sigh.

We are facing a crisis.

Photos, photos, and more photos!

2008-04-23T21:16:00.024+08:00

Freaking tired.

2008-04-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

I guess the sleepless nights is finally taking it's toll on me. Somehow, i felt really tired today. A lot more tired than usual. Moreover, i've been feeling unwell since monday, but i still went for training on tues and even went to school today. Damn it! I should have stayed home and rest.

Anyway, photos of HK in the next post. Sorry for dragging this for so long, just couldn't find the time to upload it. But i promise, i will do it by tml. =)

15th Day Of Work

2008-04-20T20:16:00.003+08:00

Poly life is busy, and yet enjoyable at the same time. Especially this sem, it has become kinda hard to find some time to rest, or even chill out at one corner. Take the coming week for example, i went to work today. And i'll be busy with school and touch next week. My next proper break will be next sat. Even now, i'm starting to feel the strain. I seriously don't know how i'm going to "Tong" until next sat.

Yes, enjoyable as well. It has always been nice to work at singapore flyer. Even though i didn't work with those i prefer to work with today, i had a great time. There were some big internal changes, so we had 5 to 6 people at one particular area. So naturally, when our supervisor isn't here, we gather together to talk! Hahah!

Anyway, i just got the HK photos from lynette. I do hope to get the video from andrew too. Haha. But my thumbdrive is not with me now, will post it when i get it. Maybe tml or tues. =) Till then, goodbye!

What is something to me, is nothing to u. I shall be contented to be just ONE of them.

School Reopens.

2008-04-15T22:57:00.003+08:00

Oh damn, school is boring. How can it be interesting when i end at 5pm on mon, tues, wed, fri? Anyway, i'm taking a number of modules which i currently have no interest in this sem. Yeah, makes this sem more boring than ever. But i guess it will still be slightly better than last sem. Last sem was terrible boy, it was really a tough sem. Not talking about studies though. Hahaha!

But it was nice to see everyone again. Everyone seems to be doing great.

Butter Factory, End of Holidays.

2008-04-13T17:27:00.007+08:00

Went to club last night, at Butter Factory. It was a fun and memorable night with andrew and natasha. Yes, it's my first time so i was kinda blur but somehow i think i made it. Haha!

With just the blink of an eye, holidays is over. Yes, 7 weeks is gone just like that. But i must say, this holiday wasn't wasted. I did many things.

1) I found a job.(Singapore Flyer)
2) I went for a study trip to Hong Kong.
3) I participated in FOP.
4) I went to club.(Butter Factory)
5) I met lots of people and made lots of friends, mostly from singapore flyer and HK trip.

I'll definitely miss working at sg flyer. Especially with Vanny, YenLing, Jane, Joanne and so many others. But i'll be working during some weekends, hope to see u guys then.

I was out for at least 6 days per week, sometimes even going out everyday. Even though it was a busy holiday, i did enjoy myself to the max. School's reopening tml and i'm not prepared for it, as in mentally. I always wanted to enjoy poly life, and i am doing it right now. =)

Wishing all a smooth sailing sem, have fun. =) Cheers~

The Signature Sleeping Position

Sorry, i know i look damn beng in this. Haha.

FOP, Friendlies at RP, Sakae

2008-04-12T15:17:00.007+08:00

FOP was good. I'm in logistics but did not really got involved in it. Instead, i was with 1C02 most of the time. They don't really like the games but somehow, in one way or another, they are bonding with each other. Haha, that's good. Anyway, i left for training at around 5pm.

I was 2 hours late for the second day. Haha, just couldn't wake up on time. The egg game was fun, seriously. I believe 1C02 did well, the parachute idea was brillant. Haha. Next up, the amazing race. I wish i could really take part in it but i had to leave early for Sakae with the 2 Js, Jane and Joanne. They are really nice, but too bad, school's starting next week and the next time i'll see them will be in 2 months time. We will still be working at sg flyer but they are taking the weekday slot and i'm taking the weekend slot. Haha.

Friendlies at RP, against SP, RP and six packs. We lost but we did good. Haha. In a way, the standard difference is a bit too big. But we will definitely work hard to close up that gap, and maybe, prove a force to be reckon with in future. Thanks to Hafiz, for being our photographer for that day.

Hong Kong Trip.

2008-04-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

HK trip was really fun and memorable, no doubt about that. The company was great, the lodging was wonderful, just that the programmes were a little boring. I wish i'm still in hk right now, partying all night long. Hahah. Yea, the late night parties are definitely unforgettable.

Monday, 31 march 08

Thanks to howie for keeping me awake until 1am plus, for fear that i'll oversleep and miss my flight. Haha. Yea, that's nice. I left my house pretty early since i didn't sleep at all. I reached the airport 20mins earlier than the reporting time. Yea, the driver was driving at 150km/h. I must say, it was pretty cool~ Haha.

We arrived in HK at around 11am and headed to lunch. Lunch was at this dim sum restaurant. I do not know what got into me but i ate a lot lesser than usual.

Next stop, City Uni of Hong Kong. What we did there is similiar to the boring lectures we have here. I think i slept a bit here and there. Haha, just like in singapore. Check-in to Harbour Resort Plaza City. I was lucky enough to get one of the biggest room, so most of the night party were held at my place.

From left. Sha, andrew, me, lynette, simon. I shared the room with andrew and the rest is our "regular customers." Not to forget dora and geryll who's not in the photo. First night wasn't much. Simon and geryll came over to drink and little but we poker a lot! Haha.

Tuesday, 1 april 08

Happy april fool's day. Haha. But no pranks were played. Breakfast was nice, with eggs, noodles and sausages. Small variety but they are delicious.

"Welcome Ngee Ann Polytechnic to Ocean Park". Saw that? Haha, i think it was really nice of them to welcome us this way. Was suppose to have a talk with the staff there about Ocean Park, but it was cancelled as they are having a meeting. So we had the whole day to ourselves and play with a hack for everything else. Hahaha!

One of the panda given to HK from China. I think it's quite fat cause i only saw it eat, eat, and eat when i'm there. Haha! What a life. That must be the real meaning for chillax. Haha.

There was another place of interest on the other side of the mountain. And thank god we took the cable car. Look at the stairs! Haha. And that's not all. There are more stairs after what u can see in the first photo, not to mention the stairs after the mountain. As u can see from the 2nd photo, we ARE already very high up above sea level. Haha!

That's me, doing a temporary tattoo on my neck. Sha and andrew has one too, similar ones. Haha!

That's sha, with her tattoo. It faded during the last few days after all the washing and stuff. I wanted to get a tribal one for my arm. But in the end, did not.

This is taken near Lan Gui Feng. Lan Gui Feng is something like our Clarke Quay, with all the pubs and clubs. Too bad, we did not get to enter one since we were only given 30 mins. Too short to even chill out and have a drink. Haha, anyway, that is what it looks like in one of the pubs.

The bottle caps for the alcohol. I think there was 12 to 15 bottles for 11 ppl. Haha. There was Sha, dora, geryll, andrew, lynette, simon, Xiang yun, Ying hua, JJ, vincent and me! They're not hard liqour, but somewhat similar to those bacardi u find in 7-11. Cool! Wish u were here right? We played a game called "i never". Someone will say "i never ...." and u have to drink if u are completely opposite. Other than that, there was jokes and other stuff. Haha.

Oh! At the same time, there was another party going on. But we "snatched" most of them. Not any one's fault, but they were playing card games and drinking fanta orange! Haha! Who gets high on Fanta Orange?! This joke got us going man, seriously. Until now, it never fails to make us laugh. Haha. Well, we have alcohol and decent party games. Which one will u go to? Haha!

That's geryll. Haha. Nope, we are not high or anything. =) Anyway, i slept on the couch that night. I can tell u this, the couch was so comfortable. Haha, it was soft, just that it's too small. No backaches in the morning. Cool~

Wednesday, 2 April 08

We partied till 4am plus last night, but surprisingly, we still have the energy to go on. Haha!

Took a cable car to Ngong Ping peak. It was a 25 mins ride so u can roughly imagine how long it is.

U can see from the background of the first photo that there's a mountain. Yes, we can going up there. Not only that, there's another mountain behind. It's freaking high. In the second photo, we are after the first mountain and proceeding on to the other. But it's covered by the mist so u can roughly figure out how high it is. Sorry peeps, there isn't a decent photo for it. =)

This is what it looks like on Ngong Ping Peak. Visibility is less than 100m. Cool!

Despite partying so hard the night before, we manage to climb 265 steps to reach the world largest sitting bronze buddlda statue. I think u can roughly make out the figure of a sitting buddlda from the photo. Haha.

From left, andrew, me, simon. This is taken on the bus, after the trip to Ladies Market. Sorry but i do not have photos for Ladies Market as most of us went our separate ways and were too busy shopping that we forgot to take photos. Haha!

Well, that's all for Wednesday. As usual, we had a small party in my room. And all thanks to the 7-11 in the photo above. It's less than 1 min walk from the hotel and it supplies all the food and drinks for the parties.

Thursday, 3 April 08

A group photo taken just outside the Hong Kong Wetland Park. It is like our botanic gardens. Nothing much for me since i don't really have interest in this kind of stuff.

Next up, HK polytechnic uni. We learned about the courses they offer and even went to their labs. Yea, all the same old boring studying stuff. After dinner, we were given some free and easy time. There was this big event called the "avenue of stars and symphony of lights." But andrew, geryll and i were busy walking around the department stores nearby so in the end, we gave it a miss.

So for tonight, we decided to stay alcohol-free. Instead, we bought Fanta Orange. Hahaha! We watch tv and did the usual stuff other than drinking. Most of them left at 4am plus, so andrew, lynette and i went down to 7-11 to grab some food. After eating and chilling for a while, we slept at around 6am. This was the night where we had the least sleep. I only slept for 1 hour. We were so tired that we decided to skip breakfast as well. After all, breakfast's gonna be the same thing again.

Friday, 4 April 08

As we all know, we had alcohol for the first 3 nights, but decide to stay alcohol free for the last night. And guess what? We were damn tired during the last day. So we were like, "confirm is that Fanta Orange!" Haha. And the surprisingly thing is, during lunch, we had alcohol. The next thing u know, we were filled with energy again. Like what the hell la! Haha! It's just so confusing and contradicting. Hahaha.

We went to victoria peak and captured this beautiful image. It's like the business centre for HK. After lunch, we went to this building with all the FOS. Adidas, nike, billabong, u name it! But too bad, too little time for too many things. In the end, i only got a couple of tops. They also lack sizes. Sian ji puah..

Saw the man in green? 6th from the right. He's a really good tour guide. Nice guy as well. Haha, if only every tour guide is like him. Friendly, nice and willing to mingle around.

Alright, that's all i have for HK trip. Will post more photos when i get them. Special thanks to all who made this trip fun and memorable. =) Hahaha!

Boring life i lead.

2008-04-09T01:33:00.002+08:00

Past few days was really busy. Shortly after landing in singapore on Sat morning, i find myself packing for another camp 24 hours later. Went for foc preparation camp. Overall, it was fun. Only some games were kinda boring like whacko, since i've played like a dozen times. Food was average, i seriously wonder how the freshies are gonna cope with it. Haha.

I did not sleep that night, played tai ti with fiona lim, bing quan, dan for the whole night. Haha, if only there was alcohol. I left at 5am for work. Seriously, np is so eerie at night if u guys haven't realise. Especially the "tunnel" from blk 5 to blk 34. I guess all the ghost stories we talked about in the afternoon made me think that way. Haha.

Friendlies against NJC today. I personally think the guys did well. In a way, i scored a try. I do hope we can play even better against SP this thursday. Anyway, i'm sorry for this boring post. Just too tired to post pictures. And also for the update on the HK trip. I'm still working on it. Will post it up asap. =)

Goodbye peeps.

2008-03-30T22:10:00.002+08:00

Did the usuals since 3 years ago, when my grandfather pass away. He passed away in nov 2004. But for every qing ming jie, we have to go to east coast to offer our prayers as my grandfather wanted his ashes to be thrown into the sea. So every year, we will just have a small gathering at east coast. But the numbers are decreasing every year.

In 2005, all 6 families were there. But only 3 families were willing to hold joss sticks. 5 out of 6 were christians. My grandmother was seriously upset. And my dad gave the rest a good telling off. Since that year onwards, my grandmother only call those who are willing to hold joss sticks to attend it.

Last year there was 3, this year, only 2. The eldest son and the second son, who is my dad. And sadly, my grandfather most beloved grandson, who is my elder brother, did not attend it this year. He just enter NS and gave reasons like being tired and stuff.

But whatever it is, i thank my grandfather for all his care and concern. He was the one who brought me to take my first haircut. I still remember, he told the barber to cut "botak". Haha. And everytime after the haircut, he will bring me to the toys shop nearby and buy both my brother and i some toys. Being boys, we usually buy those toy guns and stuff. He was the one who taught me how to read the compass. That dong nan xi bei.

When i was in kindergarden, he will always find me during my break. And i will always hold up my plate to show him that it's empty and drink a quarter of the water in my water bottle. I bet most of u don't know that i actually know a bit of calligraphy. Yes, my grandfather taught me that as well. But i only know how to write my name. I guess i've forgotten everything already. The last time i touched that brush was like 10 years ago.

I do wish my grandfather is enjoying himself right now. No matter where he is, i hope he will bless my grandmother. She's getting weaker and weaker every year. In the past, her talking is like screaming. But now, it's getting softer and softer. She even need support or rest after walking short distances.

Alright, enough about qing ming jie, i'm leaving for HK in 5 hours and i'm less than 50% done. Wish me luck that i will not catch that virus and die in hk, or will i meet face to face with mas selamat. Goodbye peeps. Have fun!

Shopping spree.

2008-03-30T00:53:00.007+08:00

Friday
was good, my acc balance for the 6th time, out of 12. That makes it a 50% record. HAHAHA! I know i'm far from 80% and a clean sheet is now out of reach, but i really like working there. Everyone is so nice. The gossips of the staff, the joy of working with friends, the fun with vanny, the laughter with jane and sarina, the concern from yenling for my tallying of acc, lunch with weisung and evelyn and so much more! I guess i'll still be working when school starts. Yeah, maybe one weekend or 2.

Yes, my time table sucks. I end at 5 almost everyday. With commitments for touch, projects and stuff, i doubt i can work during weekdays. Ha, see how it goes.

Saturday
was great. Went to town today to enjoy and chill out. Nothing much, it's just the fun usual stuff. Haha!

I guess i'll have to go to HK with a swollen finger, special thanks to fiona shen. By the way, i have not pack a single stuff for HK. Ha! Watch me rush!

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, i don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that u will be in my arms?

Confused.

2008-03-27T14:12:00.009+08:00

A place to go, Jardin Du Luxembourg.

Photoshoped the water droplet on the leaf. Wanted to make more but i lazy la. Tml must work somemore. I hope i will find the mood to work or else it will be like wed. Boring Boring Boring.

Busy, as always.

2008-03-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

Today was afternoon shift for me. Was suppose to team up with jacelyn, but sorry, you yuan wu fen. Haha. She was posted to promenade instead. Lucky me, i was posted to carpark. Yes, it's fucking boring there but at least, it's slack and sales will not come up to tens of thousands like yesterday. In a way, less chances of making mistakes. =)

Anyway, i've paid the shortage i had a week ago. I only paid 10 bucks as they took the excess from the day before to cover it up. But still, many of us think that the system have some kind of problem. Vanny worked the day after and had a shortage as well. Moreover, he was known to be very careful. Fuck. Whatever it is, it's over. So, forget it la.

I'll be freaking busy from today.

23 march - CCA showcase. Training on tues and thurs. Working on mon, wed and friday. Sat and sun will be packing and stuff for HK trip. Hahaha.

Textes.

2008-03-21T01:30:00.005+08:00

Another no-life day. More to come for the next few days. Went for training which did not turn out really well. Seems like the seniors were not pleased with our performance. But i will work hard and hopefully, perform better in future.

Lomo effect for the first photo. Forgot the effect for the 2nd photo.

First time on sg flyer.

2008-03-19T21:20:00.009+08:00

Please bear with me, i got lots to blog today. Hahaha!

Fucking hell! I was late for work today. I was suppose to wake up at 5am, but woke up at 6.38am instead. Surprisingly, i got ready in 20 mins. Haha. No wax, no shave, no breakfast. Trained to city hall but decide to take a cab rather than walk there. Too tired to walk. Haha. But anyway, i was late because i slept at 3.30am! Oh, my acc tally! Haha, but actually, i did not open my acc today. All thanks to jane. =)

Jane had "M" on her schedule. She thought M=morning. But it actually means, mid shift. So in the end, she turned up for the morning shift and we were overstaffed. In the end, i had to do crowd management, even though there was no crowd. So i just stand outside the booth and answered questions from tourists. Damn, it was tiring. Haha, but jane is a good tag team partner.

There was this company that booked around 10 private capsules for their physically disabled patients. As hospitality was understaffed, a couple of us from ticketing were sent over to help. I had lots of fun, they were very friendly. I hope they had a great time.

Oh, another thing, i've become the joke of SG flyer, as in joking manner. Today is my 8th day of work. My account only tally twice for past 7 days of work. Cool right? Everyone has no problem with it, at least once or twice. And there is this guy who joined us today. He got to sit the flyer on his first day of work. Everyone else was laughing at me because i only got to ride it on my 8th day of work. The one and only. Hahahahha.

Next, photos of the ride. Sorry, the pictures are not really clear due to the low megapixel of my phone and the small drizzle.

How does it feels like to be at the top?

There it is, Somewhere Only We Know. Just in front of the red seats. It is different from what it was like in 2006. Just like how we are different now, in 2008.

Step Up 2 : The Streets.

2008-03-18T01:32:00.002+08:00

Today's off! Instead of wasting the day away, i went to watch step up 2. SU2 is seriously one of my favourite movies. Other than that, there's lakehouse and 300. SU2 has a unique storyline, other than the dancing part, it's quite different from SU1. The dance moves are the coolest i've ever seen. Hahaha. SU2 is definitely not a show to be missed!

Had Sushi for dinner. This shop at the basement. Not bad, just that it lacks variety. But it was too early for anything else, so we decided to catch another movie. Rule #1. Yes, i know there is fiona xie, but trust me, it's better to watch it at home. It's draggy and slow. There's no build up unlike other horror movies. The ending isn't nice and it doesn't seems to suit the show.

There's training tml. And i'm damn freaking tired.

No Shortage. =) No Excess. =(

2008-03-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

It's finally over. 3 days of morning shift is killing me. Talked on the phone till 3am before heading to bed. Haha. Woke up at 5am. Shoick man!

On friday night, i slept at 9pm and woke up at 5am, ended work with shortage of 60 bucks. On sat night, i slept at 3am and woke up at 5am, ended work with no shortage or excess. Contradicting right? I'm suppose to be too tired to even concentrate today. And maybe end up with shortage or excess. But nevertheless, i'm happy because this is the second time my account tally after 7 tries. =)

I must really thank Joe for encouraging me today. I wanted to change station to carpark, the one with the least business. Less business = less chances of making mistakes. But it was Joe, who convinced me to bravely take up the job at promenade. I did that, and thanks to Vanny who kept an eye on me. This is the first time i've tag team with Vanny. i must say, it was seriously FUN FILLED. Today is my best day of work at sg flyer. Hahah.

Be Happy, Cheer Up Yea? =)

60 bucks shortage. =((

2008-03-15T21:22:00.005+08:00

I found a tutorial on the net that provide guidelines on how to create a PlayStation 3 from scratch. I think i'm around 50% done. Still lots more to go. Those behind requires a lot of tools that i am not so sure of.

The one at the top is mine. The one of the left is by the pro. Haha. Big difference can be seen(don't talk about size and reflection) even though it's only 50% complete. I think it will turn out like shit when i'm done. Haha.

Had a really bad day today. As usual, woke up at 5am for work. Was posted to promenade, one of the more stressful counter as there are more transactions involved. Suay Suay! Kena posted there and had a 60 bucks shortage. Like what the hell, i don't even know where the fuck it came about.

After paying that amount, it's as good as working for free today and 2 hours tml. If tml got shortage again, eh, let's not talk about it.

Guess i'll treat it as a lesson learnt. What to do?

X

2008-03-14T20:06:00.005+08:00

Hello! Allow me to share my experience of waking up at 5am for work. Sucks, totally. I don't know if i'm feeling this way because my results suck or because it is really bad. Even though it was 6:30 in the morning, the train is packed and there's no place to sit. Hence, i had to stand all the way to city hall with people pushing around me.

Though the train was filled, city hall was pretty empty. The place where i waited for the company transport seems like an abandoned town. Somewhat, like a ghost town. Work was okay, with a new partner who is 26 years old, but already a mother. Yes, i'm working at carpark once again, the ticketing booth with the least sales. But sales was better today since there was no rain. I got twice the amount of transactions as compared to a rainy day.

Lunch was bad, seriously. I ate only 2/5 of it. Time seems to pass faster in the morning shift. Before i knew it, it was closing. Haha. I am the "excess king". HAHA! Yes, once again, i have an excess of 50 bucks. =)

Results was spoiler of the day. Those that i expect to score(econ) did not do well. While those that i expect to barely make it(els), did fairly well. What the hell! The rest was okay since i didn't put in much effort. "B" for crm and iwd is quite okay. I know i didn't present well and i didn't give a shit about iwd. Results is fucking hell. Fuck shit!

I think my face seems to be too grainy. Can't figure out what tool to soften it. Haha. But the tutorial did help a lot. =)

Sorry.

2008-03-12T20:54:00.003+08:00

I think it has been raining for the past 3 days. Having a running nose is seriously bad. What's more, it's on and off. So sometimes i feel good sometimes it sucks. Training tml, i hope it's doesn't rain so i don't get drop balls that often. And hopefully, produce a better form compared to tuesday.

Oh, anyone who knows how to use photoshop, do lend me ur assistance. I am determined(this time i'm serious) to learn how to use it. Oh wait, i think that back. See how things go. I still remember, the first time i opened that application, my jaws drop. Haha.

How can i just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace.
How can you just walk away from me, when all i can do is watch you leave.
Cause we've shared the laughter, the pain and even shared the tears.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
A million miles between us now,
I really wonder how.

Do you see what i see?

2008-03-09T14:52:00.005+08:00

Yesterday and today was boring weekend for me. Fuck shit! I hardly take a step out of my house. Other than passing the mahjong set to wanling and maybe, soccer in the evening later. And guess what, i have to work tml. That makes it 3 no-life days in a row.

I wonder what is it like to work in the morning shift. Reporting time is at 8am, but company transport is at 7.30am. That means i have to wake up as early as 5.30am. Holy mama cow! Whatever it is, i guess it's good to try out the morning shift. I can still go out after that. Unlike afternoon shift, the whole day is like GONE. Haha. And if possible, i would like to have aishah and yenling as my booth partners again. =) .

Sad shit. Hahaha.

Stop and stare.

2008-03-07T21:05:00.004+08:00

Back to school for HK trip briefing. Not bad, had lots of fun with simon, lynette, andrew and gang. Mr tan was seriously hilarious. He's really nice and friendly. Just a bit er-hem! Hahha.

I saw her today, and all the memories start flowing back. And emo-ness starts to set in. For that short period of time, it sucks, totally. But whatever it is, i'm feeling a lot better now. I guess what i felt today was just "withdrawal symptons." =) Trust me, i have got over her, completely.

Stop and stare,
I think i'm moving but i go nowhere.
I start to wonder why i'm here but not there.

I was going through my stuff when i realise that the presents she got me was still there. I thought it was lost and that it is a blessing in disguise. I looked through it a couple of mins ago and realise there were so many things inside! Every piece brings back really sweet memories.

There was an unused photo frame. I didn't use it because there were so many photos of us that i like. I simply do not know which one to use. A testube with sweet nothings. A broken up heart shaped key chain. I got a piece and she has one too. Oh fiona shen, this is the one i talked to u about. Hahaha.

A sentosa entry ticket for our 1 year anni and her birthday celebration. We caught the sunset there. But it was covered by clouds. =( There was also a card she gave me after our Os. Which goes something like, our Os is over but not our r/s.(in short)

17 paper hearts, 2 straw hearts, 2 roses made from the wrapper of FR and 1 straw star in a collon chocolate box. 18 yellow, 18 red, 18 blue and 18 green straw hearts in a small cardboard. If i remember correctly, it was given to me during my 16th birthday. Haha.

But this time, i made sure it went down the rubbish bin(the big one). Sad, but true. It's over and will nv be the same again. Yes, i still see u once in a while. But i'll get used to it soon and will feel nothing when i see u. =)

Best of both worlds.

2008-03-03T03:10:00.001+08:00

Been busy for the past 2 days with work at singapore flyer. I must say, it is really nice working there. I was quite nervous since it was my first interaction with ticketing. The staffs there were nice and friendly. They were even more than willing to help when there was problems. The seniors were very good in setting examples for all of us. Although the procedures are quite messy now, it is expected to be settled down in the next few days.

First day.(sat)
Did ticketing for 3+ hours before helping out in ushering as there were too much manpower for ticketing and too little for ushering. And guess what, i did settlement of my acc at the end of the day. Yes, it did not tally. =) Excess of $600+. Ha. Not bad right? They are still investigating at the moment though.

Second day.(sun)
Everything went pretty smoothly. Not many ppl today as it rained quite heavily. So, it was relatively quiet and time seems to pass really slowly. . .

For more information, do visit http://www.singaporeflyer.com.sg/
A moving experience at every turn. Hahah.

I've been really bothered by some stuff lately. It's not distracting but it will require an answer soon. Well, i can't have the best of both worlds. That's the honest but cruel truth.

Stay home tuesday.

2008-02-26T02:53:00.004+08:00

Today is stay home tuesday. I've been out for the past few days. And my mom is not happy. Hahaha.

Friday, went out and chill at gerald's place.
Sat, watched 2 faces of my girlfriend.
Sun, was too tired to even buy lunch.
Mon, went for interview at singapore flyer. High chance that i'll get that job, and watched fool's gold.

Therefore, i'm gonna be a good boy and stay home today. =) Makes no difference actually, i'll have to head out for trainings as well. Honestly, staying at home is boring. Unless i really really need to rest. Other that that, i'll prefer to be out.

It's 3am but i can't sleep.
I did something wrong and i feel so guility.
For the first time in many months,
i'm lost for words,
Sincerely sorry.

Exams Are Over!

2008-02-22T22:35:00.003+08:00

Exams are over! Finally. Haha. The past 2 weeks were seriously very stressful. It's like, i know exams are coming but somehow, i can't myself to study. Hahaha. But i'm glad it's over and i feel satisfied with all the papers. Adding on the tuts and quiz, shouldn't be a problem passing. Definitely no A or B though.

I guess that's all i expect. What can i expect when i did not put in effort to study? Haha.
Summary:
ELS was ok, easier than expected. Can pass.
I screwed up my econs. Might fail but tut and quiz will pull it up.
Law was ok. Not so confident about it. I only use 1h15mins to finish it. Haha. But can pass la.

Now that holidays has started, i have no plans at all. No jobs or whatsoever. Only touch training, chalets and a trip to HK! Haha. I don't know how things will go, but i guess i'll take one step at a time.

Had a fun filled afternoon and hopefully, fun filled morning tml. Going to school for fun touch. =)

NEW UPDATE at 3:45am!
I'm at gerald's house now. Hahaha. There's fun touch later but we're not sleeping yet. Hahah. I think i'll be too tired to run later.

Oh! I saw her just now. With her bf at rail mall, sitting on the grass patch in each other's arms. Hahaha. Such a coincidence.

Boring Boring.

2008-02-18T17:49:00.003+08:00

Damn it! Exams are just 2 days away and i'm here blogging. Ha. I don't give a shit. There is just too little time for too many things. Well, one way or another, revision can wait. It's always in the back of my mind, popping up every now and then, but i will always push it back. =)

I'm damn excited about the HK trip. But Mr tan still haven't contact me yet. I really really hope i can go. It's very bad to let you go alone right, lynette? Hahah.

Exams and stress,

Over You.

2008-02-17T00:51:00.003+08:00

I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running a long long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you,
More than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces,
From spending all of these months,
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

One day after Vday.

2008-02-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

Valentine's day is over. And today is yet another day. Will be going back to school AGAIN, to ask mr wee to explain some els concepts. I hope my running nose gets better tml. Getting sick on Vday is a privilege. Hahaha.

I simply spend my day slacking at home. Watched bleach to pass time. Touched a little on els so that i will not be a blur cock tml. Hahha.

Vday was interesting. Saw many couples on my way out just now.
2 years ago, i asked myself, "why don't you have a gf?"
1 year ago, i asked myself, "why do you have such a wonderful gf?"
Today, i asked myself, "what happen to that wonderful girl?"

Questions are different, but answers are the same. Simply, it's fate.

What upsets me most is my parents who are still having a cold war even though it is Vday. They have each other in their arms but they do not cherish each other. I want also don't have! But whatever it is, i hope it ends soon. I don't wanna get caught in the crossfire.

A very sincere thank you for the gifts today. You know who you are. =)

I Call It Love.

2008-02-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! Haha. Lunch was at tampinas. Damn, travelled all the way there. But it was worth it, since everyone came. It is a tradition that everyone will say whatever they wish for when laoing(mixing, or something like that) yu shang. I really don't know what i want this year. Especially since those made last year have not and will not come true. So i did not say anything. But it's nice to see that everyone is doing well. =)

Dinner at my maternal side. Walking distance, so it was alright. My father did not go, which is great. Privacy yea. So i shall not talk too much about it. Had steamboat and SHARK FIN SOUP! It was as great as last year's. Just that the ambience this year is a lot better. Well, the cold war has started. I don't know how long it will last but i don't give a shit either.

Time check: 1.43am. I've been having late nights recently. I hope it doesn't become a habit since i intend to work during the holidays and this will affect my studying as well. I think i found a bit of motivation, for law. When the teacher is good, the student will be encouraged to study for it. Haha.

Baby, I don't know what love is,
Maybe i'm a fool.
I just know what i'm feeling,
And it's all because of you.
Cuz they call it,
We call it,
You call it,
I call it,

Vodka's the cure.

2008-02-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Vodka's the cure boy. Got u completely out of my mind. Half absolut peach and half coke seriously tastes good. And i'm sorry i finish quite a bit of it. But well, too bad. Everything's in my stomach now. U guys can slowly enjoy the Absolut 100, which is so not nice when mixed. =)

Nothing to blog today, spent my day lazing around. Drinking and playing. I cannot even play properly la. Had to ask my brother to stand in for me several times. Ha, but he was a great help.

I don't know what to do right now. But it seems that i'm trying to fly away before my shadow is fully casted. And flying away, not bothering to notice my wings have fallen off.

Oh, thanks steph, for all the encouragement. Very much appreciated. =)

Photos Of Navy's Touch.

2008-01-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

StarBurst!

Hahha. Today's a good day. I did not think too much of u and i think i only saw u face to face once. Fuckyo, it's hard to not miss u when i see u four times a week. Now i'm glad we did not end up in the same class. That would be like 25 hours a week. Phew!

I do not know why, but i'm still concern about u. As in, i'm afraid u will be hurt once more. Ha. Mixed feelings.

Just read ur blog, and saw that "i'm free!". I guess i should say that too. It was only after we broke up that i truely tasted freedom, after a wait of more than a year. I think we have confined each other too much, thinking it was good for each other. Well, i remember, u started that first. But it's over, so.. ya.

Thanks for the memories that u gave me which acc me to sleep,

And it's glorious, just to laugh like us. =)

Anyway, it's my younger brother's birthday today. Happy birthday haozhong. Good health and results ahead. Get that PS3 which i am unable to get. =)

Hate that i love you.

2008-01-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

IAC was really fun today. Had to do a presentation with a totally different group. Somehow, i manage to group with amazing people. Haha. Help me, Help you! I'll always remember it guys, even though next thursday is the last time we will ever have lessons together.
Training was tough, especially after my disappointing performance against rp. I made it a point to absorb as much as possible on today's training. Hope that i'll be able to perform it well on sat. I'm feeling realy excited boy. Especially since this is my first tournament. I hope to contribute as much as possible and hopefully, bring the team to the quarterfinals.

Ahhh, next week is the end of all lessons. End of all stress. Haha. 2 presentations next week. I'm really tired boy. Think i'll just screw it up.

Oh yes, i remember our bet. I'm sorry, but i have to put this here. So when some things really happen, we can always check back on our bet. You said 12 months and i said 18 months. A meal yo. Hahah.

Can I not like you for awhile?
You know exactly what to do, So that I can't stay mad at you.
And I hate how much I love you girl,

Friendlies against RP

2008-01-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

RP is damn good yo. I was shocked when i played with their senior team. Really really fast. I couldn't catch up with them. The only encouraging fact is that the distance between us is only a couple of metres. Somehow, i manage to sprint at the same speed as them. Don know whether is they purposely slow down or wat.

I'm serious disappointed with myself. Did not score a try and was even a part of a couple of leakages. I hope we don't get to play with them on sat tournament. They will seriously injure our chance of winning it. Okay, i think i shouldn't aim that high.

I hope to produce my top form on sat and contribute to tries rather than leakages. Wish me luck!

Bad Flu.

2008-01-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

I'm having a very serious running nose. It's running so fast that i can't catch up with it. Haha. Fine, i know it's cold. But i'm feeling damn hot now. The other time i ate this medicine, it made me perspire and sweat everything out. Before i knew it, i was okay already. But i don't seems to find it anywhere. As i'm writing this post, i can hear my parents sneezing. Ha, my fault.

I don't feel like going to school. IS is bored. And i'm afraid i'll have to suffer like today. My whole body seems so weak and i could hardly open my eye. I even slept through econ tutorial, yes, the WHOLE of it. That's not the worst. I woke up to find my knee swollen. Must be because i didn't clean it properly on tues night, during touch training. When i fell and injured my knee. So i was like limping and enduring with the pain. Haha, but it seems to be ok now. I hope. I do not know why but i have a bad feeling about things that are going on right now.

Honey, he's nothing like me.

Photos Of BBQ

BBQ.

2008-01-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

Yeah! BBQ was fun. Haha. Meet joseph and fiona and took a bus down. At first, we thought the journey will be long since 67 take 2 hours to go from cck to tampinas. But surprisingly, the journey took only 45 mins. Haha. Since we reached there early and there was so much time, we went to eat mac.

After that, headed to BBQ pit. It is quite far from mac, like 10 mins walk. It's not considered, it's the jorney that is bored. Joseph and I was like "yao dao liao(reaching), a bit more, there! In front in front!(but actually haven reach. Only fiona will be like, na li na li?(where where?)

Finally we reached, so we waited for the food to come. Uncle thought it was tomorrow, so he came really late. 7 plus i think.

Then we slack and eat, played some games and just chit chat. One by one, everyone started to leave. Only lynette, wan ling, limin, gerald, bingquan, joonwei, mak and Aaron stayed. So we played true or dare and made each other do weird things. Haha. Wanling, lynette, bq, mak and i headed to town in Aaron's car. Shoick boy~

Was planning to watch a movie, but the counters were closed. So we slack at mac and went home after that. Memorable and fun. Haha. Will post the pictures once i got them from Aaron.

Oh, and i realised i drank a lot last night. Not to a huge extent, but a bit more than usual. There was a couple of times that i can fill my heart beating harder than usual. And my face would turn really hot and red. Haha. So i kinda have to lie down to wait for the effects of Vodka to subside. Haha, at least i did not get drunk.

Totally wasted the whole of today. Spent my whole day doing econ quiz, econ tutorial, law tutorial and IWD project. Shit boy, this sem really requires a lot from me.